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| hello all.
how's life treating you all? all good i'm sure.
but i'm ok i guess. not much going on with me. uhhhh.... i really dont have much to say except, i've been feeling kinda sad and lonely lately. lonely in the sense that nobody knows how i feel about anything. and it sucks i have nobody to relate to. which it sucks big time. i had to write a paper for school on a event that changed my life. i picked the greg shit. and my teacher was telling me how sorry he was that it happened to me and also said my paper was amazing. which means alot to me. but for the fact people feeling sorry for me makes me kinda upset. i hate pity in all forms. but i cant do much about it. been thinking alot about greg lately. i wish i wasnt. it just really fucking sucks for me. but there is nothing that i can do about it i guess. uhhhh........... i think i'm starting to fall for someone i feel i shouldnt. many reason though. i dont think it's right time quite yet. so... i think i'll hold off for a while. i dont want to be with anyone at the moment. kinda glad were i am. nobody to worry about or anything. but still, im kinda confused about this person, very much so. and i hate it. anyways... going to show on the 29th!!!! hawthorne heights, silverstein, bayside and someone else. stuper excited. annie's going with me. i cant wait. just me and her, like it used to be, somewhat. i miss her so much. it's really hard. but that's another thing i cant do anything about. anyways.. gotta go... i wanna talk to my stew!
.caseybell.
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Deja Entendu
By Brand New
sexyness is lyrical form. oh yeah... i said it. makes me wanna melt just hearing this. oh wait. i do melt. piece by piece. makes me wanna sing now! the tickle, the taste of....
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things are going so-so i guess. it's all shit i have to put up with. no court date until dec. 12th. FUCKING BULLSHIT!!! if i do say so myself. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! anyways. still pretty shooken up about the whole damn thing. but i have people to support me. which is a plus side to this. but pretty much now, the parentals are letting me do kinda what i want, in reason. which is kinda cool. I MEAN.......... FREAKING SWEETNESS! so i mean if i dont wanna be at home i can always go elsewhere. which is cool. going to homecoming friday. with erica. which is going to rock. and yes, we are going to do-it afterward. it's just tradition to that after a dance right?? hehe. just jerking your chain. not for sure on a dress yet, but i have a few that will be cool enough to go...
work is going good. made 200 bucks last check which is great considering i only make $3.40 an hour. plus tips. yeah buddy. doing amazing in school. thinking about joining big brothers/big sisters program threw school. i think it will be kinda neat. thats all going on with me really. just checking up on you all. seeing how you are all doing. good, i'm sure. well, good, hopefully. well, i better get packing have to work at 4. that means i have to shower and stuff. i love you all. have a splendid day. i know you will.
you feel you will never recover,
live each day and you will see, life is worth living.
i might start writing inspirational things on here. probably not though. too lazy.
love ya.
|casey is so the bomb!| | | |
| life fucking sucks as of right now. that's all i can say. expect, i saw annie for like 5 minutes which was grand. havent said grand in forever. i think i will start using it more often.... anyways... i'm going to go... i hate this! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
-casey- | | |
| well....
it's been awhile. so much has happened. well, not really. well... kinda...
i broke up with kyle earlier this month. the 12th. it really was something that needed to be done. because he was leaving for texas. and i couldnt handle that. and alot of other things had to do with it. like, we never talked, never saw each other, and i just couldnt take his smoking pot anymore. i put up with it for sooo flipping long and i cant believe i stayed with him because of it. i wouldnt let anybody else slide with that. im very strong about that. in other news... saw annie last week. it was soo great to see her. and we've been talking more and more. ever since she got a phone we talk at least once a week rather than once a month. which is AWESOME!!! last night erica and i hung out. it was pretty awesome. i had a great time. watched t.v. and then went into perry and she took pictures of me in cool ways. she is amazing with photography. but then we went to a park and sat and talked for like an hour. got home at 12:30. it was awesome. i really miss hanging out with people. i really hope we get to do this alot more now. anyways... on another note. i have a new attorney. named jennie. and she's really nice. i have to go to her office on thursday and talk to her. and then that following monday (the 3rd) is the COURT DATE!! it's really going to happen this time. there is going to be a jury and everything. gary is going to be there. it's going to be weird to see him though, it's been a while. annie and carol and grammy is going to be there. also annie has to be a witness. which is kinda.... i dont know. but it's comming quick and im getting nervous. but it's something that i've wanted for a long ass time. so that's all with me guys... i love you all... well, most of you!
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